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Letter To My First Girlfriend
Girl…
I really liked you. You taught me a lot, introduced me to a new world, a world of touches, tastes, and incredibly pleasurable sensations… And I was very happy for a while, hearing for the first time “I love you” and repeating it back to you. I learned to have a partner, share my life, and know new things daily just because, out of nowhere, you came out.
Why did this only last you three months?
I know you already had another boyfriend, but he was in the USA, he never called or sent letters… I was sure that, with everything we were living in, this guy was a card out of the deck for a long time! Why did you throw it all away when he decided to spend his vacations here?
And yet, after I suffered so much, lost ten pounds, cried day and night… You still wanted to come back with me when he came back to the USA. Even though you knew you would break my heart again when he got back. Even though you knew I would suffer all over again.
I, young and inexperienced, though I could win you back… And, once again, I won your presence by my side. And the pleasure of having you and everything else that involved. You got sick when we broke up just before he came back… And I gave in, I came back with you, I didn’t want to see you suffer.
